Cigarettes and Whisky and Wild Wild Women

Afternoon break and I need serious coffee and I would really make quick work of a smoke too. Gotta do some major incognito shit when I indulge though or witchy-poo will give me the third degree. She can smell it hours later. Never really sure why "hot drinks" are so evil. What a load of crap.

What to do what to do.

Some major crap going down at the job site today, boss doing a real shake down of all the lazy assholes he hired. Sorry man but what do you expect. Bad hiring choices. It's not turning out to be a great day and I get enough misery at home. If the economy was better I'd quit and look elsewhere. I need work to be a bit of R&R.

LDS theology - one big bag of questions

I am more confused every day by the LDS theology. I have questions that don't get answered and the Bishop seems to think that "praying on it" and "not questioning" will fix it. It doesn't. I have some very real concerns about some of the beliefs "we" ascribe to. I don't know what I believe anymore. Some of the nicest people I have ever met are LDS, but some of the most wicked people I have ever met are as well.

I guess we are all hypocrits to a certain extent. But I have seen some things in the church and seen the way some of the people at church act, the things they say in private conversations that have me seriously questioning. They are definitely the most self-righteous and judgmental people I have ever seen.